February 2012
It’s not just the nights out and the subsequent stories. It’s the other stuff, the going for lunch, the taking Jasper for walks, making brownies. It’s all the stuff you do when I’m not there. Just the simple things that it would be nice to do while I’m here as well, but we never seem to. I’m always busy, or you guys are always busy or we just never bother. And...
So, after a 5 hour journey on Thursday evening, I am finally back home. Well, I have been for four days now. Thursday evening was fairly uneventful, Dad picked me up from the train station, he now has his car back! Was lovely to be driven home in the Golf again. Tom came over after work, was wonderful to see him again; Friday was spent with my sister and niece and then I went out with everyone in...
Didn’t have time for bacon, eggs and pancake earlier, however it was well worth the wait. I got the eggs right and the pancake was cooked with the bacon so it was soaked in bacon-y goodness. It was amazing.
Now to wash up and then do work!
Right! The need for food is dragging me out of bed! I want scrambled eggs, pancakes and bacon but not sure if I’ll have time… Let’s find out!
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I find it weird, or hard maybe, to grasp what it’s like for my friends who go home to a home. A home with parents. ‘Cause even when I had a home it was pretty much just Tom and I there. Yeah Dad would visit or whatever, but it was my home, and it was where Tom and I lived pretty much. Even now I’m not really going back to that environment. Dad’s at work all day then goes to...
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I just spent 5 hours making pancakes. Totally...
and I’m going to make pancakes for Tom when I’m home as well :)
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When these colours fade to grey, you're a million...
I still can’t listen to that song. I’m not ready to. The best examples of how un-ready I am are 1) in the pub and it comes on the jukebox, at which point I turn to Billy and go “I need to go outside now, let’s go smoke” only he didn’t register, luckily Jack did and we exited pretty sharpish. Then there was the time I came back into my room from going somewhere,...
due to sleeping for twelve hours I am not tired, so I figured I’d do something productive and look at the stuff for my seminars… there’s quite a bit there…
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So, after the mess that was yesterday, and a phone call with Tom I have calmed down and am going to organise myself!
For the rest of today I’m going to tidy my room, do my washing up and washing, then start properly catching up on the notes from the lectures I missed. Then I’m getting shitfaced and going to the SU :P I’ll probably spend the rest of the weekend catching up on...
It’s all getting too much and it’s all my fault.
Revision is stressing me out too much so I am beating the shit out of people on dead or alive 2
I am going to fail tomorrow.
Tired, stressed and I miss you
“Love; it will not betray you, dismay or enslave you, it will set you free,
Be...”
– Sigh No More (via oh-sarah)
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Ghosts//Laura Marling
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You drifted far away, far away it seems, time has...
I never tell Tom the right things that people say to me. I’ll tell him stuff like how Ashley said I was hot and I knew it which was really unfair, or I’ll tell him how seb said it was a shame I was still in a relationship. I don’t tell him how Ashley also said that not only was I genuinely cool (and that he doesn’t find many people cool) but that I also seem really grown up...
I’m exhausted, I haven’t had the best of days and I was going to catch up on sleep but thanks to fucking inconsiderate drunk housemates playing their music so loud I can’t even play my music as there’s no point ‘cause I can’t hear it over theirs, I won’t be able to sleep until they decide to shut the fuck up. Which will probably be in the early hours of...
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What are you meant to do with that kind of...
I had so many weird dreams last night. Some of...
walkonwithopenarms replied to your post: Torn between wanting to go home because it’s…
Home is where your heart is darlin’ and with us your friends no matter where we or you are. You will always have a home.
I have awesome friends y’know :)
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The shirt I’m wearing to the fetish ball tonight needs ironing. Am I going to iron it? No I’m going to hang it in the bathroom when I shower so the steam causes the creases to drop out.
Cheaters way of ironing.
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It’s so lovely and warm in my room that I’m doing my Latin work in vest top and knickers.
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Everything seems a little bit better when you’re snuggled up in bed, nice and warm with the gentle glow of fairy lights and the sound of Sufjan Stevens coming through your headphones.
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And now, at the rather rubbish end to what had been an actually alright day, I am going to bed. I think it would’ve been a bit worse had it not been for the understanding of Maddie and for that I thank her :)
Torn between wanting to go home because it’s Malvern and it’s familiar and nice and safe. And then not wanting to go because I don’t actually have a home….
You feel like a dick? Good, you acted like one.
I just miss my friends from back home. I know they...
And then it further makes me doubt myself. Like, is it because I’m annoying (which I know I am but I do try not to be…) that they don’t want to spend time with me, or because I’m just a little bit too weird? It’s like, what is it about me that makes them not want to spend time.
And I also know it’s stupid because I know I’ll go and spend time with Billy...
See it’s things like that make me wonder who here actually considers me their friend. He always says we need to hang out more, and when I suggest something he doesn’t reply. They always say come along to their movie nights and then never tell me about them until after. They say they want to spend time with me and yet never really offer to come see me, it’s always me that has to...